OFF DAY for mi...thank jasmine for letting mi stay over at yr hse! Went training n meet ah mao but we was late cuz too tired le n tat silly jasmine jus nv had enough sleep! Today training do alot also eat alot n play alot! Had fun n toughness bah but i got to work tml le can't join u ppl for e rest 2days! So jia you wor! my body feel weak le...sianz! Went to eat again before going back n jasmine jus too tired le...better rest early cuz u nid to go training still tml plus .... heheee...Take care ppl...
** Walking back with xinyi n ruby, suddenly wat come over mi is e feeling! Feeligng of sucks n hell!! Arrrggg wat wrong! i feel so lonely n sad! I told xinyi tat i feel sianz cuz 2years down e road i got to be like tis (alone), going back alone, stay at home alone or find U ppl out(But i dun wan to trouble anyone of u jus to acc mi cuz i noe is sianz de!), await for his call every nite for 10mins den wait 5days to see 1day! Arrrrgggg...tis life how m i going to pass thur! 2long long years!! Again tears flow out... i dun noe how haiz! Why came back again! Wat is happening! At first I thought i can endure it cuz 2days pass n i been enduring n thought let it pass over as time took place yet e feeling came over Perhaps is falling sick le bah tat why so sad n negative feeling now! :( :( :( my hearts jus aching alot n alot! So hard to catch a single breathe now, heart jus in pain! Dear i really wish u to be out soon n 2years i dun noe how m i going to pass! I really dun think i can make it! I told u to be strong n together we will be strong yet i falling off le...Jus wish to hang on there for as long as i can bah~~~With god blessing bah! away for resting, tears jus keep flowing n i m tired le...
>JOYCE<
>14 JULY<
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HATE LIFE CUZ IS SO SUX
HATE TO BE ALONE HAIZ
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OFF DAY for mi...thank jasmine for letting mi stay over at yr hse! Went training n meet ah mao but we was late cuz too tired le n tat silly jasmine jus nv had enough sleep! Today training do alot also eat alot n play alot! Had fun n toughness bah but i got to work tml le can't join u ppl for e rest 2days! So jia you wor! my body feel weak le...sianz! Went to eat again before going back n jasmine jus too tired le...better rest early cuz u nid to go training still tml plus .... heheee...Take care ppl...
** Walking back with xinyi n ruby, suddenly wat come over mi is e feeling! Feeligng of sucks n hell!! Arrrggg wat wrong! i feel so lonely n sad! I told xinyi tat i feel sianz cuz 2years down e road i got to be like tis (alone), going back alone, stay at home alone or find U ppl out(But i dun wan to trouble anyone of u jus to acc mi cuz i noe is sianz de!), await for his call every nite for 10mins den wait 5days to see 1day! Arrrrgggg...tis life how m i going to pass thur! 2long long years!! Again tears flow out... i dun noe how haiz! Why came back again! Wat is happening! At first I thought i can endure it cuz 2days pass n i been enduring n thought let it pass over as time took place yet e feeling came over Perhaps is falling sick le bah tat why so sad n negative feeling now! :( :( :( my hearts jus aching alot n alot! So hard to catch a single breathe now, heart jus in pain! Dear i really wish u to be out soon n 2years i dun noe how m i going to pass! I really dun think i can make it! I told u to be strong n together we will be strong yet i falling off le...Jus wish to hang on there for as long as i can bah~~~With god blessing bah! away for resting, tears jus keep flowing n i m tired le...