Not been blogging cuz too lazy to on e com! E slide show is i copy evonne de cuz i nothing to do so went to look around n done one for mi n chuan when he first book out pic! Till today coming 3weeks past le e feeling still come on n off! I feel so stress at work n yet i can't do anything cuz i have contract n worse dear can't be by my side at all!!! AAARRRR... Life totally sucks lo! All i can say!...haiz really dun noe wat went wrong with mi! Suppose to go training yesterday to train n acc ah mao but last min i dun feel like going n i in a confuse mind till i cry out! Jus wat is going on in my mind!! I can't make any decision at all! Ended up cry till i sleep! Perhaps i m tired n stress up bah! Life is so meaningless for doing anything without him by my side!!
Training -- Train le yet can't row really more useless lo! N seems like i m getting further from e team le! How... Seeing them so playful perhaps things will turn better bah!
Work -- I really feel stress cuz no ppl to help e juniors do things n still say we slow! N i really hate doing work cuz so many things to do n rmb plus with new sisters more stress! GOt to request for off cuz nid to see him! All i pray for is my sat n sun can off so i can spend at least some time with him or else i will suffer from depression le! I wanna to go back studies! I dun wan to remain as a small nurse for life! Nid to do something to it!
Myself mah -- Haiz i suppose i still trying my best to get use to tis life which i hav to live for 2years! I really dun like it yet i got no choice n times seems to past by so so slow! I so tired n wanna a lean tat can last forever yet can't but i m grateful to those hu acc mi when they can! Really thank so much! Hoping to get better bah as time past by! Pray god to bless chuan everything smooth n dun get any confinement, n help mi overcome e pain soon plus my off days all approve pls jus to allow some time spend with him! Thankz!Away crying~~~
>JOYCE<
>14 JULY<
>CANCER<
>AH(NURSE)
>DRAGONBOATING
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__LOVE__ SUN-TANNING
__LOVE__ MY ZHU_TOU CHUANQIN
__LOVE__ ORANGE COLOUR
__LOVE__ FRIENDS
__LOVE__ SEA SPORTS: DIVING I WANNA TO TRY
__LOVE__ Chit ChaTing
__LOVE__ Listen to PPl problem ?? KP Hehe
__LOVE__ GOD FOR CREATING MI
HATE ENDO..
HATE FAMILY..
HATE WARD STAFF
HATE PPL WHO PUSH E BLAME AROUND
HATE LIFE CUZ IS SO SUX
HATE TO BE ALONE HAIZ
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(Duh!)
Not been blogging cuz too lazy to on e com! E slide show is i copy evonne de cuz i nothing to do so went to look around n done one for mi n chuan when he first book out pic! Till today coming 3weeks past le e feeling still come on n off! I feel so stress at work n yet i can't do anything cuz i have contract n worse dear can't be by my side at all!!! AAARRRR... Life totally sucks lo! All i can say!...haiz really dun noe wat went wrong with mi! Suppose to go training yesterday to train n acc ah mao but last min i dun feel like going n i in a confuse mind till i cry out! Jus wat is going on in my mind!! I can't make any decision at all! Ended up cry till i sleep! Perhaps i m tired n stress up bah! Life is so meaningless for doing anything without him by my side!!
Training -- Train le yet can't row really more useless lo! N seems like i m getting further from e team le! How... Seeing them so playful perhaps things will turn better bah!
Work -- I really feel stress cuz no ppl to help e juniors do things n still say we slow! N i really hate doing work cuz so many things to do n rmb plus with new sisters more stress! GOt to request for off cuz nid to see him! All i pray for is my sat n sun can off so i can spend at least some time with him or else i will suffer from depression le! I wanna to go back studies! I dun wan to remain as a small nurse for life! Nid to do something to it!
Myself mah -- Haiz i suppose i still trying my best to get use to tis life which i hav to live for 2years! I really dun like it yet i got no choice n times seems to past by so so slow! I so tired n wanna a lean tat can last forever yet can't but i m grateful to those hu acc mi when they can! Really thank so much! Hoping to get better bah as time past by! Pray god to bless chuan everything smooth n dun get any confinement, n help mi overcome e pain soon plus my off days all approve pls jus to allow some time spend with him! Thankz!Away crying~~~