I feel so burden up in my heart with my stuff... my heart feel so heavy n it seems to keep sanking down! ARRRGGGG.... i wan to shout it all out, cry it all out, anything jus to get it all out but to hu, where n how?? I dun wish to trouble my frens cuz they having sch n working! Haiz i dun Noe lah n i jus hate it so much!!!!! Last nite again i break down in tears to dear over e phone! I took him how i feel n e stupid pain cum aching feeling i have totally sucks my life! I dun mean to make u worry abt mi but i jus can't control!! He told mi not to think tis way n dun think abt 2yrs cuz future is jus too far n jus think abt every of his book out day whereby we have fun together! N also said to be strong or esle we can't go thru it together n will be even sad! He Also noe i suffering outside myself but he too feel e same cuz inside life is even worse everything is been control! Ya dear i understand too jus too sorry to make u worrY! I will try my best de! Perhaps i m tired bah tat why having negative thinking! Thankz dear for putting mi to sleep! But kinda of early so i wake up 4 plus n await for his call! Think he too tired too nearly overslept!! Suppose is a nice weather to sleep in bah cuz is raining heavily!! Pls take care cuz dun wan u to fall ill n muz be strong together rite... we will do it de i will hang on there! No worries!Prayers of e day! God pls bless chuan everything to be smooth n fine! Everything is been done well n pls no confidement ! anything jus let mi take it in his place! All my request been approve to be able to spend tat little time with hiM or else i will have to live in depression le!!Bless Evonne tat she n her bf family stuff to be fine n everthing goes fine! Same for jasmine too working life is tough pls give her knowledge n strength to carry on! And ah mao n xinyi studies to be good! Jia yoU! Thank you so much! Ahmen!I Got to go work le... Really await for tis weekend again to see him! Tis week off sat will go sea training n training bah! God bless!
>JOYCE<
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I feel so burden up in my heart with my stuff... my heart feel so heavy n it seems to keep sanking down! ARRRGGGG.... i wan to shout it all out, cry it all out, anything jus to get it all out but to hu, where n how?? I dun wish to trouble my frens cuz they having sch n working! Haiz i dun Noe lah n i jus hate it so much!!!!! Last nite again i break down in tears to dear over e phone! I took him how i feel n e stupid pain cum aching feeling i have totally sucks my life! I dun mean to make u worry abt mi but i jus can't control!! He told mi not to think tis way n dun think abt 2yrs cuz future is jus too far n jus think abt every of his book out day whereby we have fun together! N also said to be strong or esle we can't go thru it together n will be even sad! He Also noe i suffering outside myself but he too feel e same cuz inside life is even worse everything is been control! Ya dear i understand too jus too sorry to make u worrY! I will try my best de! Perhaps i m tired bah tat why having negative thinking! Thankz dear for putting mi to sleep! But kinda of early so i wake up 4 plus n await for his call! Think he too tired too nearly overslept!! Suppose is a nice weather to sleep in bah cuz is raining heavily!! Pls take care cuz dun wan u to fall ill n muz be strong together rite... we will do it de i will hang on there! No worries!Prayers of e day! God pls bless chuan everything to be smooth n fine! Everything is been done well n pls no confidement ! anything jus let mi take it in his place! All my request been approve to be able to spend tat little time with hiM or else i will have to live in depression le!!Bless Evonne tat she n her bf family stuff to be fine n everthing goes fine! Same for jasmine too working life is tough pls give her knowledge n strength to carry on! And ah mao n xinyi studies to be good! Jia yoU! Thank you so much! Ahmen!I Got to go work le... Really await for tis weekend again to see him! Tis week off sat will go sea training n training bah! God bless!