E jounery to e His amry camp so fast again Times seems to files past whenever he by my side i really hating it!!! 1 and e 1/2 days jus past so soon! he going back again! Arrrggg...I dun wan to lead tis life i having now really dun like it! Hating it so much! So long waiting n suffering to see him for a short while! E pain jus hurt alot...I really trying my very best to control n put up a happy look in front when work or with fren or even with him but deep inside my heart i m missing him so much every sec tat past! So much stress at work yet i got no choice to continue so much things to share with him also can't have him to be by my side! Tired can't lean on him...I really hating it so much! Hu can help mi! I dun wan e suffering! I Noe i can't hav everything to be at my side i should be grateful enough to be able to spend e short moment le but perhaps i jus selfish bah! But without him i really living in depression...haiz
I m sorry tat i did some stupid things tat make his heart ache n worry! I really dun mean to do so..I dun noe wat went thru my mind i seems to be living in confusion n can't make up my mind! I lost my mindset n seems to be in a lost world leading by each day only...Very sorry dear! Seeing u feel gulity abt it i feel bad too but hOw m i to survive i really dun nOe jus praying hard each day! Pray tat he dun suffer anything inside n free from sickness! Everything went smooth n NO CONFINDEMENT pls cuz i really nid tat little time with him! Anything let mi be there to replace his suffer! N pls pls pls all my request to be appprove! Time pls pass soon to sat so i can see him again!...thankz!Away resting... Tears jus can't seems to stop agaiN! God bless everyone!
>JOYCE<
>14 JULY<
>CANCER<
>AH(NURSE)
>DRAGONBOATING
>joyce_ted@hotmail.com
__LOVE__ DRAGONBOATING
__LOVE__ SUN-TANNING
__LOVE__ MY ZHU_TOU CHUANQIN
__LOVE__ ORANGE COLOUR
__LOVE__ FRIENDS
__LOVE__ SEA SPORTS: DIVING I WANNA TO TRY
__LOVE__ Chit ChaTing
__LOVE__ Listen to PPl problem ?? KP Hehe
__LOVE__ GOD FOR CREATING MI
HATE ENDO..
HATE FAMILY..
HATE WARD STAFF
HATE PPL WHO PUSH E BLAME AROUND
HATE LIFE CUZ IS SO SUX
HATE TO BE ALONE HAIZ
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E jounery to e His amry camp so fast again Times seems to files past whenever he by my side i really hating it!!! 1 and e 1/2 days jus past so soon! he going back again! Arrrggg...I dun wan to lead tis life i having now really dun like it! Hating it so much! So long waiting n suffering to see him for a short while! E pain jus hurt alot...I really trying my very best to control n put up a happy look in front when work or with fren or even with him but deep inside my heart i m missing him so much every sec tat past! So much stress at work yet i got no choice to continue so much things to share with him also can't have him to be by my side! Tired can't lean on him...I really hating it so much! Hu can help mi! I dun wan e suffering! I Noe i can't hav everything to be at my side i should be grateful enough to be able to spend e short moment le but perhaps i jus selfish bah! But without him i really living in depression...haiz
I m sorry tat i did some stupid things tat make his heart ache n worry! I really dun mean to do so..I dun noe wat went thru my mind i seems to be living in confusion n can't make up my mind! I lost my mindset n seems to be in a lost world leading by each day only...Very sorry dear! Seeing u feel gulity abt it i feel bad too but hOw m i to survive i really dun nOe jus praying hard each day! Pray tat he dun suffer anything inside n free from sickness! Everything went smooth n NO CONFINDEMENT pls cuz i really nid tat little time with him! Anything let mi be there to replace his suffer! N pls pls pls all my request to be appprove! Time pls pass soon to sat so i can see him again!...thankz!Away resting... Tears jus can't seems to stop agaiN! God bless everyone!