

Somehow my heart seems to be raining at tis point of time! I seems so moody n tears jus flow out,sadness seems to fill up my heart! Haiz i m so Deeply in thoughts of him n him n jus him again...Really can't get to sleep at all even though i m so tired n eyes are half open! Whole mind jus thought of him, my family stuff,friends stuff n work... Haiz... Somehow i feel tat any relationship (love,frens,family or colleages) are so fargile n easily shaken by jus some changes! Why things can't always remain beautiful n isn't sweet memories e best mah...Haiz i m really confuse up! 10Yrs friendship can easily go down to drain within 1min not to say jus known close friends! PPl changes are jus too fast to catch up n make amendment le n I really dun noe, is it i dun really handle relationship well or jus tat i m fated to be always jus have good frens not close frens! Perhaps tat what god make mi out bah! e More u understand each other seems to be more dangerous den not to understand e person even better!At work Jus to be aware hu is around u! Cuz ppl are jus too jiao hua too complicated to understand! arrrgggg... ***so headache*** Jus where are u my dear! Haiz...e days seems so long n lonely without u yet i still have to carry on working...i really wish to sit down n take a good rest away from all tis handling of relationship! Family mah...jus where is mine?? I dun blame my parents nor my aunt or grandma cuz tat my fate from god! I gonna to learn to accept things e way it is...somehow i jus sick n tired le! ***away for resting*** nIte~~~
>JOYCE<
>14 JULY<
>CANCER<
>AH(NURSE)
>DRAGONBOATING
>joyce_ted@hotmail.com
__LOVE__ DRAGONBOATING
__LOVE__ SUN-TANNING
__LOVE__ MY ZHU_TOU CHUANQIN
__LOVE__ ORANGE COLOUR
__LOVE__ FRIENDS
__LOVE__ SEA SPORTS: DIVING I WANNA TO TRY
__LOVE__ Chit ChaTing
__LOVE__ Listen to PPl problem ?? KP Hehe
__LOVE__ GOD FOR CREATING MI
HATE ENDO..
HATE FAMILY..
HATE WARD STAFF
HATE PPL WHO PUSH E BLAME AROUND
HATE LIFE CUZ IS SO SUX
HATE TO BE ALONE HAIZ
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
(Duh!)

Somehow my heart seems to be raining at tis point of time! I seems so moody n tears jus flow out,sadness seems to fill up my heart! Haiz i m so Deeply in thoughts of him n him n jus him again...Really can't get to sleep at all even though i m so tired n eyes are half open! Whole mind jus thought of him, my family stuff,friends stuff n work... Haiz... Somehow i feel tat any relationship (love,frens,family or colleages) are so fargile n easily shaken by jus some changes! Why things can't always remain beautiful n isn't sweet memories e best mah...Haiz i m really confuse up! 10Yrs friendship can easily go down to drain within 1min not to say jus known close friends! PPl changes are jus too fast to catch up n make amendment le n I really dun noe, is it i dun really handle relationship well or jus tat i m fated to be always jus have good frens not close frens! Perhaps tat what god make mi out bah! e More u understand each other seems to be more dangerous den not to understand e person even better!At work Jus to be aware hu is around u! Cuz ppl are jus too jiao hua too complicated to understand! arrrgggg... ***so headache*** Jus where are u my dear! Haiz...e days seems so long n lonely without u yet i still have to carry on working...i really wish to sit down n take a good rest away from all tis handling of relationship! Family mah...jus where is mine?? I dun blame my parents nor my aunt or grandma cuz tat my fate from god! I gonna to learn to accept things e way it is...somehow i jus sick n tired le! ***away for resting*** nIte~~~