Sunday, May 14, 2006


Somehow my heart seems to be raining at tis point of time! I seems so moody n tears jus flow out,sadness seems to fill up my heart! Haiz i m so Deeply in thoughts of him n him n jus him again...Really can't get to sleep at all even though i m so tired n eyes are half open! Whole mind jus thought of him, my family stuff,friends stuff n work... Haiz... Somehow i feel tat any relationship (love,frens,family or colleages) are so fargile n easily shaken by jus some changes! Why things can't always remain beautiful n isn't sweet memories e best mah...Haiz i m really confuse up! 10Yrs friendship can easily go down to drain within 1min not to say jus known close friends! PPl changes are jus too fast to catch up n make amendment le n I really dun noe, is it i dun really handle relationship well or jus tat i m fated to be always jus have good frens not close frens! Perhaps tat what god make mi out bah! e More u understand each other seems to be more dangerous den not to understand e person even better!At work Jus to be aware hu is around u! Cuz ppl are jus too jiao hua too complicated to understand! arrrgggg... ***so headache*** Jus where are u my dear! Haiz...e days seems so long n lonely without u yet i still have to carry on working...i really wish to sit down n take a good rest away from all tis handling of relationship! Family mah...jus where is mine?? I dun blame my parents nor my aunt or grandma cuz tat my fate from god! I gonna to learn to accept things e way it is...somehow i jus sick n tired le! ***away for resting*** nIte~~~

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:05 PM|


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