Alarm rang long time ago jus have to Drag myself to wake up...toOk a long time to fall alseep last nite!Really can't sleep at all! **Tired** Perhaps is excited or maybe jus him bah! Aiyo my hair...arrggg All standing up haiz no matter how i tie it jus look messy n ugly, think too short le! Sianz nid to ask for advice to style it! How... Seems to be in a dazy dream! Jus wat m i doing??? Haiz!
**WORK** Reach workplace, everythings is so new to mi, every person's faces n smile are stranger to mi! Thankz lavania(my batch gal) for orientation mi around...if not i have been in worse day! Anyway workload isn't as heavy yet but suppose to be! Afterall i still new so they jus help mi n guide mi along e way! Thankz everyone n i got a nice precetor to guide mi thankz god! Sad things is tml i will be incharge of a team myself together with a senior staff hu was famous of stressing ppl n make ppl do work rather than herself...arrrgggg **stress** also no choice cuz they short of staff so i got to learn things n do things fast! God bless my tml afternoon! Waa...worse of e things is i can't go training tis week cuz i m on afternoon e whole week! Sianz no way of distressing myself leh!! How...gonna be slack in physical n fat n sad le...anyway i can request it next week bah cuz i still new dun wanna to trouble them! E wards staff seems to be nice n e head in charge is very nice n patient to every staff tat nice wor! Hope is a blessing to stay on there n learn~~~
~~Coincedence** I met my secondary sch fren there after not meeting for 3yrs! but he suffering from depression!(psy problem) God bless yr recovery soon! And met back e STUPID n bossy NYP GAL hu i quarrel with before when i m a student in e ward! Plus a fren gf hahaha... so much coincedence in a day wonder is a good or bad luck! Jus really hate e NYP gal hu think so highly of herself keep bossing mi around n every nurse! Shit loz..who u think u are, u are still student i dun nid to listen to u jus because u are a EN before! arrggg so angry n irritating! On e way home...so tired tat fall alseep on bus really wish to have him by my side to lent mi lean on n rest or maybe jus hug on too but all i can is jus to dream...Jus when will 18/05 be...seems to be so long way, i m getting crazy le!! Thankz jasmine for yr console, but i think i still alive bah! Have to be strong like wat u say but even if falling apart no one able to help, got to hold on tight to myself bah! Jus missing him too much, so many stuff,happy or sad or anything to share with him, jus can't so feeling very burden down now! N i jus wish to hug on to him n rest or lean on! haiZ...pls be back soon bah!** TireD**
>JOYCE<
>14 JULY<
>CANCER<
>AH(NURSE)
>DRAGONBOATING
>joyce_ted@hotmail.com
__LOVE__ DRAGONBOATING
__LOVE__ SUN-TANNING
__LOVE__ MY ZHU_TOU CHUANQIN
__LOVE__ ORANGE COLOUR
__LOVE__ FRIENDS
__LOVE__ SEA SPORTS: DIVING I WANNA TO TRY
__LOVE__ Chit ChaTing
__LOVE__ Listen to PPl problem ?? KP Hehe
__LOVE__ GOD FOR CREATING MI
HATE ENDO..
HATE FAMILY..
HATE WARD STAFF
HATE PPL WHO PUSH E BLAME AROUND
HATE LIFE CUZ IS SO SUX
HATE TO BE ALONE HAIZ
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Alarm rang long time ago jus have to Drag myself to wake up...toOk a long time to fall alseep last nite!Really can't sleep at all! **Tired** Perhaps is excited or maybe jus him bah! Aiyo my hair...arrggg All standing up haiz no matter how i tie it jus look messy n ugly, think too short le! Sianz nid to ask for advice to style it! How... Seems to be in a dazy dream! Jus wat m i doing??? Haiz!
**WORK** Reach workplace, everythings is so new to mi, every person's faces n smile are stranger to mi! Thankz lavania(my batch gal) for orientation mi around...if not i have been in worse day! Anyway workload isn't as heavy yet but suppose to be! Afterall i still new so they jus help mi n guide mi along e way! Thankz everyone n i got a nice precetor to guide mi thankz god! Sad things is tml i will be incharge of a team myself together with a senior staff hu was famous of stressing ppl n make ppl do work rather than herself...arrrgggg **stress** also no choice cuz they short of staff so i got to learn things n do things fast! God bless my tml afternoon! Waa...worse of e things is i can't go training tis week cuz i m on afternoon e whole week! Sianz no way of distressing myself leh!! How...gonna be slack in physical n fat n sad le...anyway i can request it next week bah cuz i still new dun wanna to trouble them! E wards staff seems to be nice n e head in charge is very nice n patient to every staff tat nice wor! Hope is a blessing to stay on there n learn~~~
~~Coincedence** I met my secondary sch fren there after not meeting for 3yrs! but he suffering from depression!(psy problem) God bless yr recovery soon! And met back e STUPID n bossy NYP GAL hu i quarrel with before when i m a student in e ward! Plus a fren gf hahaha... so much coincedence in a day wonder is a good or bad luck! Jus really hate e NYP gal hu think so highly of herself keep bossing mi around n every nurse! Shit loz..who u think u are, u are still student i dun nid to listen to u jus because u are a EN before! arrggg so angry n irritating! On e way home...so tired tat fall alseep on bus really wish to have him by my side to lent mi lean on n rest or maybe jus hug on too but all i can is jus to dream...Jus when will 18/05 be...seems to be so long way, i m getting crazy le!! Thankz jasmine for yr console, but i think i still alive bah! Have to be strong like wat u say but even if falling apart no one able to help, got to hold on tight to myself bah! Jus missing him too much, so many stuff,happy or sad or anything to share with him, jus can't so feeling very burden down now! N i jus wish to hug on to him n rest or lean on! haiZ...pls be back soon bah!** TireD**